Allison Mack's New Blog....I totally agree!

Allison Mack always writes such insightful blogs and are personalities our a lot alike from what I can tell. She discusses in her new one about needing people around and I can relate to that in some ways. I have my down times and my alone time for serenity and introspection but then I derive a lot of my energy from being around people and I love the interaction and companionship. I need the personal interaction and affection with other people. We need to be able to stand on our own though and be our own person, I am working on my identity are you?



Here is her blog below...



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August 13, 2007 — Allison Mack (Views: 2346)
“Which is worth more, a crowd of thousands, or your own genuine solitude? Freedom, or power over an entire nation?”A little while alone in your room will prove more valuable than anything else that could ever be given you.”- rumi


I hate being alone! It’s my most difficult thing to do, ever! I don’t even need to be talking to someone, but just knowing there is another heartbeat in the room with me is so comforting.
The problem with this addiction is that I very rarely leave time to think about what I am doing and where I am going. I love to distract myself with what other people are doing because then I don’t have to focus on me and where I am going and what I am doing. Wow… pretty good strategy.


I find that I often feel lost if there isn’t another person around for me to cheer on or support. I like to think of myself, romantically, as the ultimate muse! But really, when it comes down to it, I am scared shitless to find out what I really want out of life. Like somehow when I figure it out it makes it worse if I don’t accomplish it. If I can keep things vague then I wont have to worry about succeeding or failing. I can just float through life on the successes of everyone else! Ahhh! That is so parasitic!
Well… la di da… part of my struggle!


It is so strange to think that this could be the last season of Smallville. It has been such a huge part of my life for the last 6 and a half years. Part of me is so unbelievably excited to think about moving on to the next chapter of my life and the other part of me is terrified of branching out to anything new. Change is so exhilarating!


Thanks so much for all of my beautiful birthday wishes and the fantastic contributions on AMO! I am going to be signing for quite some time now! It is so lovely to feel so supported!
Ciao for now!Allison

Season 5-Episode 12 RECKONING

I have been re-watching the season 5 of Smallville and it is one of my fave seasons, I also adore the episode where Clark proposes to Lana after telling her his identity it is so beautiful. I am so happy for them and you have such hope and then it all goes so badly as she says yes and then gets killed in a car accident after telling Lex to repay the debt of bringing Clark back and restoring his powers.

I could not resist a proposal like that ever, from a man like Clark, so handsome, sweet and romantic. It is sad that he has had to keep secrets from her and lie to her and then lose her like that when he cares for with all of his heart. I like this scene in that he does the smart thing and his honest about his life and feelings with her and she sees the true Clark. I understand in some way why he did not tell her he wanted to protect her, etc. but then doing the day over and not telling her truth was not the right choice to make. Also if he would listen more to the warnings he would not have lost his powers and be brought back with an exchange of a loved ones life.

I also love this episode and scene because Clark the man of steel opens up and allows himself to be vulnerable which is a rare occurrence but so wonderful. It goes down hill from there as he goes to Krypton and gets a crystal that allows him to relive the day and saves Lana from getting hit by the bus but he also warned that fate has to find a balance and another life will be exchanged for hers and yet again he does not listen to the warning. He saves Lana but then his father has a heart attack. This episode is so moving as I have lost my father as well and know the pain of losing a parent and the void that you feel when they are gone. God and the love of friends and family helps you through but it is the hardest thing.

I miss Johnathon Kent..we will remember you always.

The end of the episode is sad with the funeral and the pain that Clark and Martha have to go through it makes me cry everytime.

Some great news-updates!

It has been released earlier that Dean Cain will appear on Smallville but some more information has been found that he will be in the fourth episode, I cannot wait to see it. He is such a great actor and he will be perfect on Smallville. The only sad thing is that he will not be on there longer but then you never know :D.



Dean Cain on Smallville...


Finally! Fans who have been wishing for a Smallville appearance by Lois & Clark star Dean Cain are finally going to be in luck. Dean will be appearing in the seventh season's fourth episode, "Cure," playing a doctor who we think is named Curtis Knox. The possibly-villainous Dr. Knox has a special talent - he can "cure" someone from being a "meteor freak," forever changing their lives and rehabilitating them. This news, of course, is of special interest to Chloe. But Dr. Knox may have yet another secret which may mean his deeds aren't necessarily that good. Dr. Knox is working for or with Lex Luthor, so expect some scenes between Dean and Michael Rosenbaum. He might also tie into the over-arcing Level 33.1 story. Pay close attention to the initials of Curtis Knox, by the way. Though this isn't the Son of Swann, this could be one heck of an episode. Look for "Cure" to air in October.

Sorry for the long time no post!

Sorry it has been so long since I have posted wow where does the time go. I went on vacation and it was amazing and it has been busy.

I went to New York and saw the musical Rent and that was wonderful, my friend Jamie and I were able to meet the cast and I met her nice friend Jayna and we went to statue of Liberty.

I will be posting more soon, I rewatched season 5 and that is amazing, one of my fave seasons of Smallville.

for this post a little Chlark tribute :D

One of my favorite scenes in Smallville ever from the episode Fever!

"I want to let you in on a secret. I'm not who you think I am. In fact, my disguise is so thin, I'm surprised you haven't seen right through me. I'm the girl of your dreams masquerading as your best friend. Sometimes I want to rip off this facade like I did at the Spring Formal, but I can't because you'll get scared and you'll run away again. So I decided that it's better to live with a lie than expose my true feelings."
This is so much easier when you're unconscious.
"My dad told me there are two types of girls. The ones you grow out of and the ones you grow into. I really hope I'm the latter. I may not be the one you love today, but I'll let you go for now, hoping one day you'll fly back to me because I think you're worth the wait."
- Chloe Sullivan (Episode "Fever")